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Can't believe how time has passed so quickly.. It's already December! Don't know if it's just me but I feel that this year's gone by so fast!
For me, this year had more downs rather than ups.. I discovered a part of me which I never knew about - one that needs A LOT of improvement. This all had to do with the lack of confidence I had and still have and the feeling of being useless.
This is the stage I would call 'Growing Up'
Well, January to March were probably the months I had the least problems. I was still in college and I was quite happy there. I liked the subjects and I had this particular friend who had all 3 classes with me and we stayed together all the time. We had so many laughs and made up so much nicknames! I never wished the school year to end!
Then came April and I had about a month or so to study for my upcoming exams. As always, I had my doubts about how well I'd do in these exams, as I'm such a negative person. However, thanks to my family and friends for the encourgement, I just went along with it and tried my best.
Finally, summer had arrived. That also meant that it was time to get a summer job. I gave out plenty of CVs and kept my fingers crossed that I will get at least 1 reply.
One afternoon, I was having a coffee at my favourite Cafe, when suddenly I received an incoming call. I was so nervous.. but so happy at the same time! I was actually called for an interview! That had definitely made my day!
I was finally employed after my interview and filling in a couple of questionnaires. It was a new experience working as a waitress. The places I've worked before were in retail. When you work in catering, it really does improve your confidence and makes you interact with new people! Being a shy person, this was rather a challenge for me. Talking to new people, being around a lot of people, carrying lots of plates and glasses and hoping not to drop anything and make a fool out of myself - yeah, i was very pressured not to make a mistake, but eventually I got the hang of it and the staff also helped me. I made good friends there and also met a boy whom always seems to make me smile no matter the situation!
In September-October the complications began. I had stopped work and started college again. Unfortunately, i ended up quitting the course as I wasn't happy at all. I started working again in November and felt quite strange as it felt like years had passed since I had quit and I'm still trying to get back to the routine till this very day. However, at the moment there is less work to get done unlike summer when it was extremely busy.
Currently in December. Planning on starting new things before the actual 'New Years Resolution' begins. Why not start early? After all, nobody knows if there will actually be a tomorrow. So make the most out of every moment and make every moment special!
2014.. So many new experiences and new memories.
2015 may you be even more memorable!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :) !
Can't believe how time has passed so quickly.. It's already December! Don't know if it's just me but I feel that this year's gone by so fast!
For me, this year had more downs rather than ups.. I discovered a part of me which I never knew about - one that needs A LOT of improvement. This all had to do with the lack of confidence I had and still have and the feeling of being useless.
This is the stage I would call 'Growing Up'
Well, January to March were probably the months I had the least problems. I was still in college and I was quite happy there. I liked the subjects and I had this particular friend who had all 3 classes with me and we stayed together all the time. We had so many laughs and made up so much nicknames! I never wished the school year to end!
Then came April and I had about a month or so to study for my upcoming exams. As always, I had my doubts about how well I'd do in these exams, as I'm such a negative person. However, thanks to my family and friends for the encourgement, I just went along with it and tried my best.
Finally, summer had arrived. That also meant that it was time to get a summer job. I gave out plenty of CVs and kept my fingers crossed that I will get at least 1 reply.
One afternoon, I was having a coffee at my favourite Cafe, when suddenly I received an incoming call. I was so nervous.. but so happy at the same time! I was actually called for an interview! That had definitely made my day!
I was finally employed after my interview and filling in a couple of questionnaires. It was a new experience working as a waitress. The places I've worked before were in retail. When you work in catering, it really does improve your confidence and makes you interact with new people! Being a shy person, this was rather a challenge for me. Talking to new people, being around a lot of people, carrying lots of plates and glasses and hoping not to drop anything and make a fool out of myself - yeah, i was very pressured not to make a mistake, but eventually I got the hang of it and the staff also helped me. I made good friends there and also met a boy whom always seems to make me smile no matter the situation!
In September-October the complications began. I had stopped work and started college again. Unfortunately, i ended up quitting the course as I wasn't happy at all. I started working again in November and felt quite strange as it felt like years had passed since I had quit and I'm still trying to get back to the routine till this very day. However, at the moment there is less work to get done unlike summer when it was extremely busy.
Currently in December. Planning on starting new things before the actual 'New Years Resolution' begins. Why not start early? After all, nobody knows if there will actually be a tomorrow. So make the most out of every moment and make every moment special!
2014.. So many new experiences and new memories.
2015 may you be even more memorable!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :) !
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