Hello my friends,
What am I doing spending a lovely Saturday morning indoors? Well, I actually have a day off and I honestly have no problem spending the day in because sometimes you just need time to yourself and relax a bit.
I have also been doing a lot of thinking recently. I have been wanting to get back to this blog for ages now, but I am always so scared because I tend to start things and never actually continue or finish whatever it may be. I too, am afraid of publishing anything publicly. If you know me through Facebook, you may notice that I do not post often. I admit my life is not that interesting, but it doesn't hurt to post a little quote or selfie here and there, I guess.
Sometimes, people like me who seem to be very quiet, are the ones who actually have a lot to say and share. I wish so many things, but the fear of facing certain challenges scares me off. I spend quite a good amount of time writing in my diary everyday - or rather - diaries. I keep a small one to write something in about how my day went and another few where I tend to get a little more deep and write about life and so on.
Looking through my diary, from about the year 2014, I'm shocked at how much things have changed. It is nice to get to read over all the memories again, but it can also be very emotional. I am the type of person who would get emotional over the tiniest thing, but when reading or talking about my own life, that is definitely the worst.
I have now decided to focus on happier things and write down only good things that happen - perhaps take the initiative and actually make them happen, instead of waiting. I know that I used to enjoy writing in my little blog and reading lovely comments from everyone. I feel that I am able to open up and everyone will get to know a little more about me.
It's amazing how it has been almost a whole year since I've last written something. I figured it's a good time to come back and say hi. I hope you're all doing well and having a great weekend. As for me, I'm home, sitting on my bed with my hair tied back (the little I manage with my new haircut!) and a bare, makeup-less face.
What am I doing spending a lovely Saturday morning indoors? Well, I actually have a day off and I honestly have no problem spending the day in because sometimes you just need time to yourself and relax a bit.
I have also been doing a lot of thinking recently. I have been wanting to get back to this blog for ages now, but I am always so scared because I tend to start things and never actually continue or finish whatever it may be. I too, am afraid of publishing anything publicly. If you know me through Facebook, you may notice that I do not post often. I admit my life is not that interesting, but it doesn't hurt to post a little quote or selfie here and there, I guess.
Sometimes, people like me who seem to be very quiet, are the ones who actually have a lot to say and share. I wish so many things, but the fear of facing certain challenges scares me off. I spend quite a good amount of time writing in my diary everyday - or rather - diaries. I keep a small one to write something in about how my day went and another few where I tend to get a little more deep and write about life and so on.
Looking through my diary, from about the year 2014, I'm shocked at how much things have changed. It is nice to get to read over all the memories again, but it can also be very emotional. I am the type of person who would get emotional over the tiniest thing, but when reading or talking about my own life, that is definitely the worst.
I have now decided to focus on happier things and write down only good things that happen - perhaps take the initiative and actually make them happen, instead of waiting. I know that I used to enjoy writing in my little blog and reading lovely comments from everyone. I feel that I am able to open up and everyone will get to know a little more about me.
Let's start step by step. Everything takes time.
Until my next blog post - STAY POSITIVE!
Have a great weekend!
Norma xx
Amazing, keep it up :)
ReplyDeleteThank you! :)
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